Exposing my soul this New Moon the 11th of the 11th 2015.
It’s been a while since I have last written. It’s a while since I last sat down and took the time to connect with my being through the words that I type on a screen in front of me. But seriously, I haven’t really been in contact with myself lately, out of balance, trying to cope with all that is happening within and around me. I’m not saying that I have lost myself, but I am saying that I’ve lost a little bit of the gentle touch I found myself being in before this moment. I know life is like a sea, filled with waves of highs and lows and inbetweens. I know that this is also something I need to grow through. I know that there is no need to explain myself, feel ashamed of myself or ride through a guilttrip. Yet it feels as though I need to acknowledge the fact that it’s been a while, even if it’s only for my own sake. For my own peace of mind, mind that keeps controlling me while my feelings get put on hold. Need to make time for those too. Need to make time for me.
So even if this seems like something that was unnecessary, to me it is essential for my well being. It truly has been a while since I last checked in with me and therefore I am happy that I do now. Hello again!